PERFECTION !

Is it true ?

So over you...

Now i realize that i really loved you, but not enough... You lied to me, you put me down and crush my world... not boy, look at me, i'm happier than never... everything i gave boy you break it... you'll never know how much i would give to be yours... But I'm soooo oveeeeerrrrr youuuuu :D
So many tears, so many months, so many broken dreams, so many dates... so much love... from me. Look baby I'm over you....[she lies]

I never loved you... oh baby i just used you... you were so hurt and i felt so good, oh oh and let me tell you, you're never gonna forget about me, you're not over me darling. You love me, i rock your world... i don't give a damn on you, i never did... so girl...it's time for you to admit that i'm everything for you... But i'm not gonna waste my time with you... [he lies]

The truth is that she had the courage to say that she loves him. and he hasn't, even if he loved her more. He was so proud and the thought that he's gonna forget her, but years passed and he's still thinking of her. She has another love, it's again happy, and now she really knows that's loved. He... well he's lonely...
He lied to her...
But she's gonna come back... when ??? Well... i don't know when, but true love always wins :D:D:D:D I guess...

I&I

Perfect two...

:D I have one hundred thoughts now, they are walking and running in my head, they're hurting and they make me happy. I'm smiling, my world doesn't crush, it keeps on rolling. Beside me it's myself, beside myself are my friends, and then the most important thing, are they... my characters.
Oh.. and yeah, you can be... the peanut butter to my jelly...the butterflies i feel in my belly...the captain and i can be your first mate...the chills that i feel on our first date...the hero and i can be your side kick...the tear that i cry if we ever split...the rain from the cloud when it's storming...or you can be the sun when it shines in the morning :D I don't know if i could ever be, without you cause boy you complete me :"> And in time i know we'll both see that we're all we need :D:D Cause you're the apple to my pie, you're the straw to my berry, you're the smoke to my high, and you're the one i wanna marry :)):">
You can be the prince and i can be your princess...the sweet tooth and i can be the dentist...the shoes and i can be the laces...the heart that i spill on the pages...the vodka and i can be the chaser...the pencil and i can be the paper...you can be as cold as the winter weather...but i don't care as long we're together.

We're the perfect two baby :"> :x

[This is how i'm feeling now] :D:D:D:D My biiiiiggggg mood :">

Cuvant.!?.

Si il iubea

Vazandu-l langa cealalta

Apoi credea

Ca n-o lasase balta.

Era un vis

Un altul increzator

Pasind pervers

In al amorului dor.

Era asa, cum nu fusese niciodata

El o privea, uimit de frumusetea ei

O vedea ca pe nicio alta fata

Una din zeitele iubite de zei.

Si nu regreta

Chiar daca o tine strans de mana

E ca o tabla, si sterge ca o creta

Tot ce-au trait, tot ce-au fost impreuna.

Era la fel,

Il privea cum il privise si ea

Privi la cer

O ploaie calda incet cadea.

O stranse in brate

Gelos pe ploaia de vara calda

Ea nu se trase

Pasind imbratisati de iarba.

Ramase acolo

Convinsa ca ii era destinul

Ceasul era... doua ?

Si-i mirosea iar crinul

Pus la presat

Acum in mana ei

Putin crapat

Dar, cules candva de ei.

Ea si orasul...

 

Intr-o masina pe un drum inchis

Era o roata de trimis.

In Bucurestiul cel de lumini stins

Am observat ca-n sticla a nins.

Cu parul ravasit in vantul de-afara 

Putea fi vazuta o fata tirana.

Un bec s-a spart din cauza gerului de iarna

Iar in oglinda se putea vedea o rana.

O perna aruncata se vedea la un geam

Si o papusa cusuta cu un fir balan.

Si-un cap de mort atarna din tavan

Si-o fata cu-o lampa ce dadea un semnal.

Apa inghetase in baltile din strada

Iar bicicleta fetei fusese furata.

In picioare avand o pereche de sosete stilata

Citind despre plumb din cartea-nchiriata.

Un pahar cu pepsi era pus pe noptiera

Langa el din iubire primita, si-o casetiera.

Din ea iesind sangele rosu de pe perla

Si cu, cutitul taindu-si fiecare vena.

Tinea in brate inca ultima lui carte

In care versurile erau subliniate.

Un fel de internet plin de pacate

Ca un vampir vanand in noapte

Iar intr-un ciob de geam vazandu-si a sa moarte.

By CrisS & Monica D. 

Just found it...

Visez...sunt o visatoare... Dar intodeauna ma intreb daca visele mele vor deveni realitate. Sunt incurajata, si sunt o mare optimista. Chiar ma intreb cum ar fi sa nu visez... sa nu am propria mea lume, in care totul e perfect. Stiu sa accept realitatea, pentru ca trebuie, dar e linistitor sa stiu ca am unde sa me relaxez. In ciuda varstei... e atat de bine sa stiu ca nu sunt singura:D O am pe ea, pe ea, pe el si pe el. :D Nu dau nume, pentru ca ii stiu doar eu, sunt ai mei... si nu i-as da pe nimic. Nu urasc viata, iar atat cat e ea, am sa incerc s-o fac frumoasa, pentru ca daca sunt fericita, stiu ca si cei din jurul meu vor fi. Iubesc animalele...aici amintindu-mi de o intamplare neplacuta... care m-a facut sa-mi dau seama ca unii dintre noi suntem mai animale decat cele mai inspaimantatoare animale. Ned m-a pus sa scriu ce simt in momentul asta, si incerc sa ma descarc aici.Desenez, scriu, inventez, si imi place ceea ce iese, e parte din mine. Si ea face asta... si amandoua o sa facem o miiica maaare poveste :D [abia astept Oana >:D<]. Iar el ne va face coperta :D o sa fie geniala. La noi visele se intrepatrund cu realitatea, suntem aici si totusi atat de departe, zambim la fel si totusi zambetele noastre sunt atat de diferite. Fiecare suntem diferiti, si e atat de calm atunci cand te regasesti pe tine. 
BTW : Ieri am fost la stomatolog... nu a durut chiar asa de rau cum credeam :D Doctora a ras de mine cand a auzit ca e prima data cand ii vizitez cabinetul unui stomatolog, si incerca sa-mi spuna povesti, intamplari amuzante ca sa ma faca sa rad, presupun ca eram prea incordata, insa... nu prea i-a iesit. Am incercat eu sa ma prefac ca ma amuza, si ca... nu mi-e frica, dar inca o data presupun ca nici mie nu mi-a iesit. 
In curand voi avea majoratul... acum cativa ani mi-l imaginam cu toti "vechii" mei prieteni... cu care credeam ca seman, dar acum cand ma uit peste lista, imi dau seama cat m-am schimbat si totusi am ramas eu. Poate ca nu intelegeti... dar... pot spune doar ca acum sunt eu intreaga si pentru nimic in lume n-as vrea sa ma schimb, raman tot la Ianis al meu si la Issabella a mea, tampitii mei care se iubesc la nebunie insa orgoliul lor este atat de mare incat niciunul nu lasa de la el. Trecutul lor este atat de trist incat nu mai stiu cum este fericirea... Intrebarea e... Isi vor da seama ca se iubesc ? Vor renunta vreodata la ambitie ? Poate da... poate nu ! De cand exista iubire intre un nefilim si un vampir :D Keep reading HIC ET NUNC >:D<

Scars

I can give you all I am
And still remain me
I can show you all my dreams
Give you my world to see.
But in my world is no more you and I
And I just can't imagine
No promisses, no second try
Nothing new to happen.
I still  belive and I still wait
For you to see it clear
And I just hope it's not too late
Before it dissapear.
Cause it's your choice to go away
And mine to wait for you
No words, no actions, cry and stay
Hope I can go it throught.
My baby, you're my first love
Witch didn't end in tears
For you to know I need no prove
You can, replace my fears.
There's so much I would give ya, love
If I'd only let myself
But there's this wall of emotions
I feel I must protect.
Teach me how to laugh again
Help me to find my missing parts
I'd rather bleed with cuts of love
Than live without any scars.